The Inuit in Me Speaks to the White … (another poem)
February 4, 2008
Why do you always insist that I become like you?
I’m not interested.
You lie, you cheat, you deceive
you poison yourself, you don’t know how to live -
or love – your neighbour.
You tell me you will teach me to read and write
- why do I need these things?
I know how to talk, I know how to be still.
You tell me you know this God, this spirit,
who watches over all and calls us brothers
- what are you driving at?
Why do you think I should suspend my natural suspicion of you
Just because you carry written words of some god’s Great Love?
- what is wrong with your love?
What is it that you want from me?
I am kind, I am generous, I also listen to you
Because I do, you think I am stupid.
I am not. You are.
You think you can destroy me as you force-feed me your words.
I know I am a prisoner of your curiosity.
You try your tricks on me. I am an experiment to you.
You use me – beat me with the strange rhythm of your tongues.
You think I will sing your songs one day.
I will not.
I drum with my own people.
I dream with my own people.
I will not command you to go away. It is not our way.
You will leave soon enough anyway –
It is you who are the homeless.
…

February 4, 2008 at 11:54 am
Very kind and sad words …
C replies:
Shame, when felt, is often enough …
February 5, 2008 at 3:50 pm
This is very much heart-speak.
C replies:
We can have very serious confrontational conversations with our Selves, can’t we ?
February 12, 2009 at 7:47 am
kenapa kita masih bertahan dengan kata -kata
kenapa dunia ini semakin panas ?
padahal kita hanya melipat tangan dan mengisap udara penat
untuk menunggu bumi meleleh dan tercucur dengan cucurang akhir penantian kiamatnya dunia ?
kenapa kita masih berkata -kaa ?
C replies: … good question …